My next IVF appointment is tomorrow and for some reason I'm so scared. This is a new clinic for me and a new doctor. The clinic I was at doesn't have funding for IVF so they deal with two other clinics that do. I happened to get approved for the clinic right across the street from my old clinic.
I'm glad for this because it's an easy drive. I'm so nervous though because my previous doctor was fantastic! He was calm, relaxed, and always took the time to answer my questions. I never felt rushed or unimportant. The new clinic has good reviews but I have found any for the doctor. Also everything seems to be doing too well. Right now the timeline is for summer and the budget is under what I can afford. I'm terrified that my weight will become an issue, something will get delayed, it will become unaffordable, something will happen to make this dream be crushed as well. I don't do well with not knowing things and there are so many things out of my control during this process. I'm just so scared to hope because I've been so disappointed whenever I've had hope before.
I am 30, single, vegan, and been on my journey to becoming a single mother since 2013. I have struggled with infertility and I am now on the path to international adoption of a little girl with Down syndrome. Come join me on my journey to becoming a mother!