I'm really starting to lose hope. I feeling like I'm never going to get a match.
#3 has decided to let cfs take the baby. I don't know why, and honestly I don't know if I will ever forgive her for putting her child in a home that she knows won't give the baby a good chance at life.
#4 is most likely going to keep it. She hasn't told me this but she is back together with the baby's father and since he wants her to keep it I think she will.
#1.2 I saw last week. I didn't realize it was her until long after the fact. I'm not sure what she is doing because she isn't communicating with anyone.
New possible baby - I honestly don't think this is going anywhere but there is a new potential baby due in April. The mother is in the city which makes it very convenient for meetings but since she has seen my friend's messages but not replied she's probably not interested.
So basically I've realized that although there are so many possible babies I highly doubt any will ever place. In the end it seems like they want to keep them for various reasons, none which make any sense to me.
Oh well, hopefully eventually....
I am 30, single, vegan, and been on my journey to becoming a single mother since 2013. I have struggled with infertility and I am now on the path to international adoption of a little girl with Down syndrome. Come join me on my journey to becoming a mother!