Heading back today to the city. Going to do some grocery shopping tomorrow before heading up home on Friday. I'm excited to get back to my own place but I will be sad to have to spend more money on food lol. I'm glad I will have the chance to stock up on some things before going up. This is the first year that I'm going to shop first so I'm hoping it will save me money in the long run.
No new from the possible birth mom. She is still just thinking. She has a lot of time before she has to decide which is good for her but not so good for me since I don't have patience for waiting lol. I just want to have a decision so I can start planning. I know it's not easy for her, it's a huge decision that she can't just rush, but for me every day without an answer is tough.
My home visit is scheduled for Monday. It's going to be a long day. Because of the way flights are the worker is going to come in in the morning and fly out in the afternoon. That means I'm going to be with her for about four hours. Usually the meetings are only an hour or two. Also I'm not a cook and I have no clue what I'm going to feed her. Since it will be going over lunch I know I need to give her something but I have no idea what. I'm thinking something simple like sandwiches and a fruit tray or something but I don't know.
Anyway, I better finish packing. Donor shipment is coming today, probably around noon like last time. I'm not sure how many more cycles I'm going to do because I feel like I'm wasting my money on them instead of saving it for the adoption. I think that this will probably be my last but I also said that last time.
I am 30, single, vegan, and been on my journey to becoming a single mother since 2013. I have struggled with infertility and I am now on the path to international adoption of a little girl with Down syndrome. Come join me on my journey to becoming a mother!