On January 23 the mom that was just in February had her baby. She decided to keep her. Today I found out that she was apprehended by child services and will most likely be growing up in care. I am beyond frustrated because I feel like I could have given her a great home and a good life. I'm so jealous that these women get to have children but then care for them so little. Life just isn't fair sometimes.
#3 who is due in April had an ultrasound today. Hopefully she will know her due date now (not just the month) and maybe even the gender. I'm being well supported by the community to adopt this baby. Everyone knows that if the birth mom doesn't place then child services will take it because they have all her other children. A friend of mine is going to talk to her to get her to call me. Hopefully with it being closer to her due date she will start paperwork soon. The father is on board for the adoption plan so it makes it cheaper, easier, and less stressful for me. This is the one that was my "ideal scenario and I really feel like this one is meant to be. Fingers crossed that this is the one and not another baby that slips through my fingers and into care.
I am 29, single, vegan, on my journey to becoming a single mother. I have struggled with infertility and I am now on the path to international adoption. Come join me on my journey to becoming a mother!